Senator
08-26-2003, 03:02 PM
HER DIARY
Sunday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a
bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought
he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we
could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent.
I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."
I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to
do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept
driving.
I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love
you,too."
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do
with me anymore.
He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed distant and absent.
Finally I decided! to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed and to
my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still felt that
he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else.
I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him
with the situation but he had fallen asleep.
I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.
I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone
else.
My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY
Today the Cowboys lost, but at least I got laid.
Sunday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a
bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought
he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we
could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent.
I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."
I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to
do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept
driving.
I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love
you,too."
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do
with me anymore.
He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed distant and absent.
Finally I decided! to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed and to
my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still felt that
he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else.
I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him
with the situation but he had fallen asleep.
I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.
I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone
else.
My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY
Today the Cowboys lost, but at least I got laid.