Vince
10-06-2005, 03:34 PM
So my FOF 2k4 Multiplayer sagas are well documented around here, I must admit we have all shared some great laughter...
I haven't been around much lately, I think I am turning a corner in my life or something....
So the one team that I totally pussed out on is now actually garnering respect...just thought I would throw that in there. It cracks me up. They aren't anywhere near as good as my team was. My is bolded for a reason...
Anyway, so after taking about 4 months off of multiplayer...basically going out and posting stupid shit on all kinds of message boards in a completely lame attempt at getting attention. I must admit I had some great times over the summer. I now think I was the problem with all these other sagas, maybe to some point at least. You see I have met this fabulous young league for whom I am finding myself doing things that I in the past would have thought to be completely absurd. Posting semi-coherent thoughts, trying to convince people to make the league less l33t, etc. Things are going unbelievably well right now but in the back of my head I still have concerns about getting let down. I think in the past multiplayer adventures I have held back from letting myself being exposed emotionally.
I know there are guys on here other than me, who's actions have exposed them for the douches they are. How do you get past that fear of being exposed again? I need to get passed this because if I don't I fear its going to end up screwing up this thing with this league.
Some will feel the need to poke fun at this, go ahead, I'll just go on a rampage about how many 5-year olds I could maim at one time.
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I haven't been around much lately, I think I am turning a corner in my life or something....
So the one team that I totally pussed out on is now actually garnering respect...just thought I would throw that in there. It cracks me up. They aren't anywhere near as good as my team was. My is bolded for a reason...
Anyway, so after taking about 4 months off of multiplayer...basically going out and posting stupid shit on all kinds of message boards in a completely lame attempt at getting attention. I must admit I had some great times over the summer. I now think I was the problem with all these other sagas, maybe to some point at least. You see I have met this fabulous young league for whom I am finding myself doing things that I in the past would have thought to be completely absurd. Posting semi-coherent thoughts, trying to convince people to make the league less l33t, etc. Things are going unbelievably well right now but in the back of my head I still have concerns about getting let down. I think in the past multiplayer adventures I have held back from letting myself being exposed emotionally.
I know there are guys on here other than me, who's actions have exposed them for the douches they are. How do you get past that fear of being exposed again? I need to get passed this because if I don't I fear its going to end up screwing up this thing with this league.
Some will feel the need to poke fun at this, go ahead, I'll just go on a rampage about how many 5-year olds I could maim at one time.
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