Once again, you people fuciking suck (kidding@!)
went out for the pas 5 hours and drunk///
anyways,, being the former hyprochondricak that i wask, i have self diagnosed me with manic dpresisveness.
i mean who can fucking go from the natural high i experune this afternoon with the date, to the self destructive peice of shit i am tonight! i doubled what i drunk last night for god sakes!
and i dont even know how to begin the story. i went to the local bar, waitress not there. so i went to their other location. for some god damned reason, she was working there tinight@ no prob, i think.
i again smooth talk it all night. bring up the next concert 3 fucking times! somehow, i totally misjudged our last encouynter, and she finds a way to ignore or move away from me three times
needsless tosay, i need to find a new bar until september....