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Yeah, I feel so torn. On the one hand, I want to be as successful as possible, or I fear that I will regret never having made the most of myself. On the other hand, I dream of a carefree life where I can frolic in the fields, take long walks in the woods, explore the world, etc. Else I fear I will never have experienced the wonder of the world around me when I had the glorious chance. I can't do both, so I waffle midstream. What is right? Heck if I know, but it does keep me awake at night ...
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