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This could go in the cancer thread, but it fits here as well. After the last round of chemo I’ve been in and out of the hospital 5 times in the last 5 days with a high heart rate (tachycardia) and other symptoms they can’t explain - there’s a decent chance some of it’s just anxiety and obsessing over my numbers and vitals but man, I think this is the lowest I’ve been mentally in a long time.
The hour plus drive to the hospital plus putting my wife through the drive at all hours is tough as well. I wish they’d admit me until numbers go back up but that isn’t an option unfortunately.
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