[Izulde]

Welcome back however much you feel like being back.

I know *exactly* the ghostly feeling you're going through... and the panic attacks it causes, compounded with yet more crippling anxiety as you feel more and more detached from everything.

It's one of the reasons I've gotten so hooked on Magic, truly hooked, for the first time in years. It's given me, if not exactly friends, at least social connections that keep me from being isolated and feeling like I'm fading away (which is a very accurate descriptor).

Hope you're able to find your own connections, however tenuous, and gradually start re-finding your place in the world/society.