Disclaimer: I am fine, I have no plans to hurt myself now or ever...

I hate depression with a burning passion. Its been about 2 years now since its been full blown and I couldn't be anymore ready to be rid of it. Unfortunately, its genetic and I'm screwed. I wouldn't mind it if I was just sad all the time; that'd be bearable to me. Its the fact that I sit here every night after everyone has gone to bed, and the only thoughts running through the depressed part of my mind are those...

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So I started thinking about this today. I only occasionally watch TV and I rarely get involved in shows. But I noticed that of the shows I have gotten interested in (The Black Donnellys, The Wire, Generation Kill, and Fringe are 4 of the 6 shows I regularly watch) share a lot of the same actors. So I just wanted to use this to plot it all out in my head:

Lance Reddick: Fringe & The Wire

Kirk Acevedo: Fringe & The Black Donnellys

Billy Lush: The...

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- Just got done watching The Incredible Hulk. I really made me realize that I'm not a huge fan of movies that try to combine absurd, unrealistic premises with real life. Its not to say that they aren't decent movies, but I'm just not a fan cause I get taken out of the story too easily. Same thing happened with Iron Man. It was just too far out for me to possibly believe it could happen. And you may ask "How can you like Batman then?" Well, because its at least mildly plausible. The new...

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Got the Pizza Hut lunch buffet with my buddies early in the day. I paid off the water bill on time which is always a positive. Then I came home we played some system link Horde on Gears of War 2.

Went to work for 3 hours. It wasn't bad, a little busy, but not bad. There's a cute new trainer working there now so I look forward to working with her for sure. The only downside was the heavy snow showers that suddenly came as I was collecting carts. The parking lot went from clear to...

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Well, I'll probably use this to rant about stuff from now on. Especially when I don't feel like bothering my friends with it. I figure I have a music blog that I have to keep personal stuff out of, so I have to have somewhere to vent at.

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