Aug. 4, 2012
After his third Crown Royal and coke, Bryan Hurst realized there was nothing to worry about.
No, there was no sense worrying about something that was completely out of his control.
He had been full of dread before his meeting with Buffalo Bills owner and de facto general manager Ralph Wilson. Wilson was going to decide which four players had to be cut before the team's first pre-season game; it was the first of many decisions Hurst was going to have to pass off as his own.
A lesser man might have felt a little intoxicated with that many drinks before such a meeting, but Hurst found it merely dulled his anxiety. It allowed him to focus at the task at hand; everything else faded into the background.
He was going to have live with whatever crazy decision Wilson made. All he could do was make suggestions to Wilson. Hurst hoped that Wilson had learned what to look for in a player when making his decisions. Too many were simply blind by a player's physical appearance. It didn't matter in the NFL if you were a 6-foot-4, 300-pound lineman built like a Greed God. Just about everyone at this level looked like that.
It reminded Hurst of a joke: If you were one in a million guy in China, there was still a 100 people just like you. It was just like that in the NFL.
A 6-foor-4, 300 pound lineman was useless if he wasn't agile or smart enough to pass block or pull on sweeps. Hurst wonder if Wilson understood that.
When Hurst entered Wilson's office, he was surprised how many binders and charts were on the 93-year old man's desk. There didn't appear to be a free spot on the desk; some appeared to defy gravity as they hung off the desk at odd angles. Somebody was obviously helping put together all this material for Wilson. Who was doing that?
"I've looked at all the tape from the scrimmages and the practises and I think we should cut the following players. What are your thoughts, Bryan?"
For not the first time since he had been named coach and general manager, Hurst was pleasantly surprised.
The cuts Wilson was making were sound. The team had an excess of centers and right guards making Garrison Sanbourn and Keith Williams easy decisions. It wouldn't surprise Hurst if another center needed to go later in training camp.
Cutting two defensive tackles this early in camp was a bit unusual, but certainly a defensible move.
"I think that's sound reasoning, Mr. Wilson. We have seven defensive tackles. That's too many," Hurst said.
"It's done then. Please be polite when you give them news. Hopefully, they'll land other jobs," Wilson said. "I don't want to keep you from your team."
Hurst knew it was time to leave and rose from his chair.
"One other thing, Bryan. I know it's only pre-season but try to pull out the win against Washington. Pre-season wins set a good tone for the season and help with ticket sales," Wilson said.
"On a personal note, I have had to sit in a few NFL Board meetings with Daniel Synder. A pompus, arrogant fellow I'm not particularly fond of. Sometimes even at my advanced age these games can be personal. Go win."
"Of course, Mr. Wilson," said Hurst. He made a mental note to refrain from playing third string quarterback Tyler Thigpen until the second exhibition game.
As Hurst closed the door and left, Wilson thought there was something unusual in Hurst's demeanour today but he couldn't quite put his finger on it.