Don't ever apologize for having your priorities in order mk. Sliders are the last thing the lord wants us to be concerned with and will sometimes throw us horrible circumstances to get us to realize were not completely right with him because it is easy to get tangled up in the fun of these games and put your family secondary i speak from experience i have done it many times. I as well will be praying for your wife and for you to continue to make the right choices in your life to prioritize your family way above anything else!