I'm not one to say I understand how you feel. However, I can relate to how you feel. When I saw your above post about diggs to raiders the vibes it put off were so strong I checked to see if this actually did occur. I am the type that accentuates the positive. m20, as the weeks pass, seems to have less and less positive. Perhaps taking some time away from the game, and yet another update, will improve things, for many of us. Take care.