So here I am, on a Friday night...

Izulde · 08-19-2005, 11:07 PM

Drinking cheap wine and watching photo slideshows on my ex-girlfriend's blog.

Tasan · 08-19-2005, 11:10 PM

Link plz, thx.

Izulde · 08-19-2005, 11:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Tasan

Link plz, thx.

Sorely tempting.

Airhog · 08-19-2005, 11:31 PM

NSFW I hope

Izulde · 08-19-2005, 11:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Airhog

NSFW I hope

Though she is legal, they're SFW. Although some bikini pics of her and a few of her friends are dotting one or two of the slideshows.

Lathum · 08-19-2005, 11:53 PM

and how recently is she your ex?

JeeberD · 08-19-2005, 11:53 PM

I want pics of Dream...

Izulde · 08-19-2005, 11:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Lathum

and how recently is she your ex?

A couple years.

I've liked other chicks since then and tried dating a few... but none of them spark me like she does.

Izulde · 08-19-2005, 11:58 PM

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Originally Posted by JeeberD

I want pics of Dream...

That'd be a cool deal if I could swing it... but not likely until the holiday season at the earliest.

judicial clerk · 08-19-2005, 11:58 PM

This isn't going to end well ...

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 12:03 AM

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This isn't going to end well ...

How you figure that? It's not like I'm going to spill out my affections to her or anything (though we are idly chatting on MSN before she goes to bed).

Self-centered and fickle she is... and I still love her even in spite of it. *chuckles* I've tried bringing myself to hate her... Even managed it for a while... but the enchantress still weaves her magic... though it's nowhere near as potent as it once was, I don't think.

sabotai · 08-20-2005, 12:05 AM

Cowboy up

dervack · 08-20-2005, 12:06 AM

No offense, but did you feel that you wanted to be more self important by posting this on two different boards?

vex · 08-20-2005, 12:07 AM

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Originally Posted by dervack

No offense, but did you feel that you wanted to be more self important by posting this one two different boards?

Link?

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 12:07 AM

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Originally Posted by sabotai

Cowboy up

I already am a Cowboy due to being accepted to Wyoming.

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 12:07 AM

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Originally Posted by dervack

No offense, but did you feel that you wanted to be more self important by posting this on two different boards?

Naw, man. Two different audiences, two divergent threads of conversation.

sovereignstar · 08-20-2005, 12:08 AM

ouch

edit: a late ouch

Rizon · 08-20-2005, 12:08 AM

What's with all these chick threads without pictures. I hate every inch of all of ya'lls.

JeeberD · 08-20-2005, 12:10 AM

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Originally Posted by Izulde

I already am a Cowboy due to being accepted to Wyoming.

Ugh.

How I hate the Mountain Worst Conference...

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 12:10 AM

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Originally Posted by Rizon

What's with all these chick threads without pictures. I hate every inch of all of ya'lls.

Aight, in deference to your legend, I shall appease you Rizon.

Riggins44 · 08-20-2005, 12:18 AM

Hmmm. Sounds like you're walking a fine line between stalker and bridge jumper. One way to figure this out would be to rub one out, then see if you still feel the same way about her. If not, you may just be the classic stalker. If you still feel all tore up and stuff afteward then I'm afraid you could be destined for an overpass.

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 12:27 AM

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Originally Posted by Riggins44

Hmmm. Sounds like you're walking a fine line between stalker and bridge jumper. One way to figure this out would be to rub one out, then see if you still feel the same way about her. If not, you may just be the classic stalker. If you still feel all tore up and stuff afteward then I'm afraid you could be destined for an overpass.

Neither one, actually. I went through the major depressive episodes earlier in my life already and I don't forsee a return to them. As for stalking her, that's not going to happen either.

It was just one of those nights where I suddenly got the urge to take a trip down Memory Lane.

Do I love her? Honestly, yeah... and even after all the shit that happened between us, if she asked me to take her back, I'd give it some very serious thought.

Things would have to change from before, though. On my part, I'd have to be less clingy and on her part, she'd have to be more honest and upfront with me about things. Those were the two biggest issues in the past.

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 12:44 AM

She's the blonde girl on the right. I'm going to go pour a glass of wine now and wait for the bashing to begin. *chuckles*

ThunderingHERD · 08-20-2005, 12:48 AM

Blackberry wine?

JeeberD · 08-20-2005, 12:49 AM

Are you the hairy mofo?

Eaglesfan27 · 08-20-2005, 12:49 AM

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Are you the hairy mofo?

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 12:49 AM

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Originally Posted by ThunderingHERD

Blackberry wine?

Correct.

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 12:50 AM

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Originally Posted by JeeberD

Are you the hairy mofo?

Fuck no. I keep my shit down to a goatee. Besides my hair's a lot darker than that guy's.

MikeVic · 08-20-2005, 12:51 AM

She's cute.

Eaglesfan27 · 08-20-2005, 12:52 AM

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Originally Posted by MikeVic

She's cute.

Agreed. However, try not to dwell too much on the past. Easier said than done sometimes.

JeeberD · 08-20-2005, 12:53 AM

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Originally Posted by Izulde

Fuck no. I keep my shit down to a goatee.

Good man...

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 12:54 AM

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Originally Posted by MikeVic

She's cute.

Yeah, she used to do some modeling work. Not sure if she's kept up with that the last year or so or not.

MikeVic · 08-20-2005, 12:54 AM

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Originally Posted by Eaglesfan27

Agreed. However, try not to dwell too much on the past. Easier said than done sometimes.

Agreed. There's a million fish out there.

ThunderingHERD · 08-20-2005, 12:54 AM

My ex-girlfriend from years ago has been calling me recently. She's beautiful, intelligent, charming, etc. Way too good for me. But more than anything I just want to make her love me again so I again destroy her life with my rejection.

Yeh, I'm a little bitter.

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 12:55 AM

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Originally Posted by Eaglesfan27

Agreed. However, try not to dwell too much on the past. Easier said than done sometimes.

It took about a year and a half before I got over her enough to start seeing other girls. Normally I don't get rocked by a girl that hard (In fact, I was famous back in high school for my resilency), but a lot of stuff told me she was the one... and to find out I was wrong caught me completely offguard.

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 12:56 AM

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Originally Posted by ThunderingHERD

My ex-girlfriend from years ago has been calling me recently. She's beautiful, intelligent, charming, etc. Way too good for me. But more than anything I just want to make her love me again so I again destroy her life with my rejection.

Yeh, I'm a little bitter.

I take it from your post that you were the one that rejected her in the first place. If it's not too personal, can I ask why? And why you would do it again if the chance arose?

Lathum · 08-20-2005, 01:06 AM

Dude, when you go to college just bang as many girls as possible and don't be such a pussy

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 01:08 AM

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Dude, when you go to college just bang as many girls as possible and don't be such a pussy

I already *am* in college.

I see what you mean, though. When I get out to Wyoming.

I plan to man... I definitely fucking plan to.

JeeberD · 08-20-2005, 01:11 AM

It's Wyoming though. Not much selection there...

Lathum · 08-20-2005, 01:15 AM

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Originally Posted by JeeberD

It's Wyoming though. Not much selection there...

yeah, but there can't be much else to do.

maybe I should move there

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 01:16 AM

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Originally Posted by JeeberD

It's Wyoming though. Not much selection there...

Well, with 13,000 students at the University, the percentages are a lot higher than the school I was going to, with roughly about 4 or 5k

sovereignstar · 08-20-2005, 01:19 AM

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Originally Posted by Izulde

Well, with 13,000 students at the University

No shit. Jeeber, what the hell do you know about Wyoming?

ThunderingHERD · 08-20-2005, 01:20 AM

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Originally Posted by Izulde

I take it from your post that you were the one that rejected her in the first place. If it's not too personal, can I ask why? And why you would do it again if the chance arose?

No, I didn't reject her. I was 18 when the shit hit the fan (23 now) and knew we loved each other and was naive enough to believe that meant something. She was one of those girls whose friends are all guys. I'm a jealous bastard who feels that no female in the world should be attracted to anyone but me.

So things headed south. I transferred to her college thinking I was gonna bust up in there like Benjamin Braddock and win her back. Guess what, that didn't work. I was there for two weeks or so. My day in it's entirity consisted of waking up at 3pm, walking to the gas station across the street,and buying a case of beer. Oh, yeh---and also drinking it. When I finally met her on campus it was incredibly awkward. I had always told myself that if I could look her in the eye and not see that love in return that I would give up. Well, I didn't see it. I stayed there for a week or so after I realized this, thinking of nothing but drinking and killing myself.

JeeberD · 08-20-2005, 01:23 AM

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No shit. Jeeber, what the hell do you know about Wyoming?

I went to my best friend's wedding there. Desolate as shit...

Of course, Laramie is quite a bit bigger than Cody. But still...it's fucking Wyoming.

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 01:23 AM

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Originally Posted by ThunderingHERD

No, I didn't reject her. I was 18 when the shit hit the fan (23 now) and knew we loved each other and was naive enough to believe that meant something. She was one of those girls whose friends are all guys. I'm a jealous bastard who feels that no female in the world should be attracted to anyone but me.

So things headed south. I transferred to her college thinking I was gonna bust up in there like Benjamin Braddock and win her back. Guess what, that didn't work. I was there for two weeks or so. My day in it's entirity consisted of waking up at 3pm, walking to the gas station across the street,and buying a case of beer. Oh, yeh---and also drinking it. When I finally met her on campus it was incredibly awkward. I had always told myself that if I could look her in the eye and not see that love in return that I would give up. Well, I didn't see it. I stayed there for a week or so after I realized this, thinking of nothing but drinking and killing myself.

Is she available now do you know? And do you think you've gotten your jealousy issues under control?

PilotMan · 08-20-2005, 01:30 AM

Man, I almost went to college in Laramie. I went down for freshman orientation and everything. I just decided that staying in North Dakota was better, mainly for financial reasons. I liked the campus though.

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 01:37 AM

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Man, I almost went to college in Laramie. I went down for freshman orientation and everything. I just decided that staying in North Dakota was better, mainly for financial reasons. I liked the campus though.

Yeah, I visited there going out of high school. Would have applied and ended up there back then, but the prof I spoke to me told me Wyoming didn't have the reputation of a UW-Madison or Princeton (the latter my dream school) so I changed my mind.

thesloppy · 08-20-2005, 01:39 AM

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Originally Posted by Izulde

Is she available now do you know? And do you think you've gotten your jealousy issues under control?

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ThunderingHERD · 08-20-2005, 01:47 AM

She is definately available now. We talk 4 or 5 hours a week and she always dropping obvious "hints" about how she's ready to start a family, etc. And about how I'm the most brilliant guy she's ever met (no arguments there). Do I have my jealousy issues under control? Maybe. Mostly, I just like myself better now. But I still can't shake the fantasy of hurting her as much as she hurt me. Do you know what hurt the most?

The night that all the shit went down, years ago, I called her. She was crying. I was crying. I just couldn't leave well enough alone--I had to know--why? But she just kept crying and asking: "Why are you acting like this?"

That was the worst part of it all. Not all that was irreperably damaged that night. But that I knew the answer to that question--"Why are you acting like this?"

Because, well, that's who I am. Nice to meet you, have a nice life.

Izulde · 08-20-2005, 01:52 AM

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Originally Posted by ThunderingHERD

She is definately available now. We talk 4 or 5 hours a week and she always dropping obvious "hints" about how she's ready to start a family, etc. And about how I'm the most brilliant guy she's ever met (no arguments there). Do I have my jealousy issues under control? Maybe. Mostly, I just like myself better now. But I still can't shake the fantasy of hurting her as much as she hurt me. Do you know what hurt the most?

The night that all the shit went down, years ago, I called her. She was crying. I was crying. I just couldn't leave well enough alone--I had to know--why? But she just kept crying and asking: "Why are you acting like this?"

That was the worst part of it all. Not all that was irreperably damaged that night. But that I knew the answer to that question--"Why are you acting like this?"

Because, well, that's who I am. Nice to meet you, have a nice life.

That's who you *were*. It sounds to me like you've matured enough in the past five years that you can handle the shit what goes down now.

Go slow if you need to. That's all well and good.

But damn it, man... the chance to be back with her is THERE. Take it, for the love of all of us who have ever had to sit back and realize that the perfect unity and completion we all long for isn't going to come true for some of us.

I can't believe I'm going to quote Wedding Crashers... but God man... True love is one soul's recognition of its counterpoint in another.

If you think it's true about htis girl, don't give it up.... and don't surrender to your fantasy for revenge. In time, if you both are patient with each other, the scars can fade and the wish for venegance will diminish as well.

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Tasan College Starter Join Date: Feb 2001 Location: Houston, or there about	Link plz, thx. __________________ 2011 Golden Scribes winner for best Interactive Dynasty

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Lathum Favored Bitch #1 Join Date: Dec 2001 Location: homeless in NJ	and how recently is she your ex?

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sabotai General Manager Join Date: Oct 2000 Location: The Satellite of Love	Cowboy up

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Riggins44 High School JV Join Date: Nov 2000 Location: Ontario, CA. USA	Hmmm. Sounds like you're walking a fine line between stalker and bridge jumper. One way to figure this out would be to rub one out, then see if you still feel the same way about her. If not, you may just be the classic stalker. If you still feel all tore up and stuff afteward then I'm afraid you could be destined for an overpass.

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ThunderingHERD College Benchwarmer Join Date: Oct 2000 Location: North Carolina	Blackberry wine? __________________ "I'm losing my edge--to better looking people... with better ideas... and more talent. And who are actually really, really nice." "Everyone's a voyeurist--they're watching me watch them watch me right now."

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ThunderingHERD College Benchwarmer Join Date: Oct 2000 Location: North Carolina	My ex-girlfriend from years ago has been calling me recently. She's beautiful, intelligent, charming, etc. Way too good for me. But more than anything I just want to make her love me again so I again destroy her life with my rejection. Yeh, I'm a little bitter. __________________ "I'm losing my edge--to better looking people... with better ideas... and more talent. And who are actually really, really nice." "Everyone's a voyeurist--they're watching me watch them watch me right now."

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Lathum Favored Bitch #1 Join Date: Dec 2001 Location: homeless in NJ	Dude, when you go to college just bang as many girls as possible and don't be such a pussy

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ThunderingHERD College Benchwarmer Join Date: Oct 2000 Location: North Carolina	She is definately available now. We talk 4 or 5 hours a week and she always dropping obvious "hints" about how she's ready to start a family, etc. And about how I'm the most brilliant guy she's ever met (no arguments there). Do I have my jealousy issues under control? Maybe. Mostly, I just like myself better now. But I still can't shake the fantasy of hurting her as much as she hurt me. Do you know what hurt the most? The night that all the shit went down, years ago, I called her. She was crying. I was crying. I just couldn't leave well enough alone--I had to know--why? But she just kept crying and asking: "Why are you acting like this?" That was the worst part of it all. Not all that was irreperably damaged that night. But that I knew the answer to that question--"Why are you acting like this?" Because, well, that's who I am. Nice to meet you, have a nice life. __________________ "I'm losing my edge--to better looking people... with better ideas... and more talent. And who are actually really, really nice." "Everyone's a voyeurist--they're watching me watch them watch me right now."

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