Ok here's my shtick...
ive gotten very close to this girl at school over first semester. at first, i never even considered getting in a relationship with her. she had mentioned not wanting to have a relationship with someone living on the floor, and also she was dealing with this ex boyfriend she had in high school for two years. after some bad decisions, which came as a result of her being single(from what i could tell) the girl got back with her boyfriend, even though he went to school 500 miles away.
so, theyve been back together for a few months now. but ive gotten closer and closer to this girl, and im feeling something special between us. i dont know what it is, but we have this connection ive never felt with another girl. everyone tells us we should be together, and wed basically be together already if it wasnt for this boyfriend.
and its not that im just this girls friend and shell want to keep it at that... we def have more there. theres a tension between us whenever she brings up her boyfriend and i get this vibe from her that she doesnt want to be with him 100%. ive seen her crying over the situation, but she doesnt want to be the one to break it off with him this time. i dont know if shes scared to, because when she did last time apparently the kid got suicidal or something, he started doing wacky stuff with drugs and alcohol. the way she talks about him its like she feels sorry for him.
anyway, im goin crazy about this girl now, and i dont know what to do. i dont know if she can see my feelings for her, i've been sort of ambiguous about our relationship given the situation, and shes been the same with me.
shes a really good girl, so i dont think i'd be able to get with her as long as shes with this kid, and i dont how she'd take it if i told her my feelings straight up.
ive gotten very close to this girl at school over first semester. at first, i never even considered getting in a relationship with her. she had mentioned not wanting to have a relationship with someone living on the floor, and also she was dealing with this ex boyfriend she had in high school for two years. after some bad decisions, which came as a result of her being single(from what i could tell) the girl got back with her boyfriend, even though he went to school 500 miles away.
so, theyve been back together for a few months now. but ive gotten closer and closer to this girl, and im feeling something special between us. i dont know what it is, but we have this connection ive never felt with another girl. everyone tells us we should be together, and wed basically be together already if it wasnt for this boyfriend.
and its not that im just this girls friend and shell want to keep it at that... we def have more there. theres a tension between us whenever she brings up her boyfriend and i get this vibe from her that she doesnt want to be with him 100%. ive seen her crying over the situation, but she doesnt want to be the one to break it off with him this time. i dont know if shes scared to, because when she did last time apparently the kid got suicidal or something, he started doing wacky stuff with drugs and alcohol. the way she talks about him its like she feels sorry for him.
anyway, im goin crazy about this girl now, and i dont know what to do. i dont know if she can see my feelings for her, i've been sort of ambiguous about our relationship given the situation, and shes been the same with me.
shes a really good girl, so i dont think i'd be able to get with her as long as shes with this kid, and i dont how she'd take it if i told her my feelings straight up.
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