No, I'm not looking for attention but a place to be aware and put this out there. I'm 6'4" and currently at around 346 lbs. (Yes, wow..) When I look back I've really went through cycles. I'll say this at first, I was never, ever slim/slender/toned. When I was 12 I was 6'1" and about 200-210 lbs. I did play baseball and basketball up to my junior year of high school so I was able to run 5 miles and all the sorts the whole time. But, I was still around 260 lbs. when I was playing (in HS).
Since then I've been back and forth on diets which actually control my cravings and help, but I end up losing control again. My soph year @ PSU I went on the atkins diet and got all the way down from 330 to 250 lbs. I just couldn't sustain that type of restriction. Once I graduated I was up to around 330 again and went on Weight Watchers. (Yes, laugh it up, I went on it with my then fiance.) WW got me down to around 260 and once again up til and after my wedding in 08. I haven't done anything since then and haven't really remained active with my desk job and now I have to start all over.
I'll say this, I was never at a point where I'd eat 6 donuts or even 3 donuts at a time, nor would I eat a whole pizza. I just found myself picking at food all day long. The one thing I would do, is if I got in a fight with my wife, I'd go right to the snack drawer once it was over. But, mine is more of a never satisfied deal that I have to overcome. I have come to find that lately I really have been thinking about food way too much. I'd always be looking forward to my next meal.
Not really sure how to end this post, but, the next time you see an obese person, they may be going through an internal struggle you haven't dealt with..
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