Without having a drink! Should have included restrictions lol.
I've just been such a changed man since I graduated. I let making money change me a bit, and I'm not proud of it. I've changed into something I loathed. I guess I'm happy that I not only realized it, but was able to tell a few people in my life. I lost trust and questioned everyone's integrity. I started to question any and everyone, no one was safe; not even my own family.
I broke up with my girl over the weekend and caved in and told her the truth, that I haven't been treating her right and that I am pretty much depressed; that I need to get over this before I can move on in my life.
I contemplated giving it all up and starting from the bottom again.
For the first time in my life, I really have no idea what to do with myself.

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