I do the same but I buy it every year. 5 years ago I gave up on CFM. Tried MuT was fun. Didn't like the pay to win aspect. I prefer offline franchise but to fullfill my football gaming itch I played MuT every year and it got worse every year.
Last year I was spending 8hrs a week playing full game solos at like rookie difficulty which is the most torture thing I ever did in a game. Then I had to cram in 25 weekend league online games a week and got like 15-20 wins with very little rewards.
Told myself I am done playing any game that feels like work or torture. I would play offline franchise again if allot was added.
Was excited at first then realized they spent like a week adding stuff to cfm. I play NBA 2k18 myleague and can only dream someday even in 10 years a football is this deep.