I always wonder whats up with Cancer. My Grandpa died from prostate cancer a few years ago. My mom died at age 40, not from cancer, but like a week after she died, my grandfather found out he had 3 years to live and he literally died 3 years almost to the week.
Im 28 and am worried about cancer. like I think about it all the time, I could have cancer right now and not know it. I work myself up and like feel pains in my stomach that are not there. Its a very weird phobia.
If I could go back now I would ask my grandfather about it more. Like did he not go to the doctor for a long time? Like If the doctor did bloodwork on him would they have seen his elevated white blood cell count and therefore been able to catch the cancer in time? Like if I had cancer and went and got blood work done, is it possible that I appear perfectly normal yet i have cancer?
I just think my commander from the army died. He had a brain tumor, then it like went away or was removed, then it came back and killed him. I think man, shouldnt they have known and the second anyting re-appeared, they could have been ready for it? IDK, I could talk all day about it and ask what ifs. I just know that I am planning on having kids soon, Im 28 about to turn 29, and I have had a bunch of people i know die from cancer. My wifes co workers husband just died from pancreatic cancer, he found out and was dead 8 months later, had 3 kids all under 15. My principal from HS just died from pancreatic cancer. He found out and died 4 days later. That was nuts.
Yeah, the heck with cancer man. I know you cant live your life worrying about death, but I seriously dred the day they tell me you have so...many months left to live.
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