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  • PVarck31
    Moderator
    • Jan 2003
    • 16869

    #121
    Re: Getting to know you.....

    Originally posted by bighoff63
    They died of carbon monoxide poisoning. As for how I'm holding up some days are worse some are better. Having my shoulder surgery just after they died kind of helped, it distracted me some what. I'm just now getting to the point that I've some what stopped blaming myself for what happened, I believe that if I hadn't let her and him go back to her place they wouldn't have died. That is something I will carry for the rest of my life, while I didn't directly cause anything, I didn't push hard enough for them to stay with me. There are days where I will just break down a cry my eyes out, I'm learning to keep on moving forward. That's what she would want or at least that's what I tell myself. I'll never forget and never forgive myself, they will always be with me in my heart.

    I am so sorry to hear this man. It is definitely not your fault. I know its a cliche' but time heals all wounds. They for sure want you to move on. After all they are the ones that probably feel sorry for you, because they are in a much better place my friend.

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    • Scottdau
      Banned
      • Feb 2003
      • 32580

      #122
      Re: Getting to know you.....

      Originally posted by AK330
      LOL yeah sorry about the name change guys. Just got tired of the old one, not even sure I like the new one lol.
      We got tired of it too.

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      • Scottdau
        Banned
        • Feb 2003
        • 32580

        #123
        Re: Getting to know you.....

        Originally posted by bighoff63
        They died of carbon monoxide poisoning. As for how I'm holding up some days are worse some are better. Having my shoulder surgery just after they died kind of helped, it distracted me some what. I'm just now getting to the point that I've some what stopped blaming myself for what happened, I believe that if I hadn't let her and him go back to her place they wouldn't have died. That is something I will carry for the rest of my life, while I didn't directly cause anything, I didn't push hard enough for them to stay with me. There are days where I will just break down a cry my eyes out, I'm learning to keep on moving forward. That's what she would want or at least that's what I tell myself. I'll never forget and never forgive myself, they will always be with me in my heart.
        Glad to hear you are starting to not blame yourself. The truth is bro you had know idea what would have happen. It is just a part of life we can't explain. I went through the same thing with my brother. He died in his house. He told me the day before he had a head ache and I wish I would have check on him that day, but I was busy. He died the next day. I still feel like if I just went over to his house and check on him. I could have save him. You just don't know. I could died tomorrow, you just aren't promise a long life. Hang here there bro.

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        • jim416
          Banned
          • Feb 2003
          • 10606

          #124
          Re: Getting to know you.....

          Originally posted by bighoff63
          They died of carbon monoxide poisoning. As for how I'm holding up some days are worse some are better. Having my shoulder surgery just after they died kind of helped, it distracted me some what. I'm just now getting to the point that I've some what stopped blaming myself for what happened, I believe that if I hadn't let her and him go back to her place they wouldn't have died. That is something I will carry for the rest of my life, while I didn't directly cause anything, I didn't push hard enough for them to stay with me. There are days where I will just break down a cry my eyes out, I'm learning to keep on moving forward. That's what she would want or at least that's what I tell myself. I'll never forget and never forgive myself, they will always be with me in my heart.
          Check your PMs.

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          • countryboy
            Growing pains
            • Sep 2003
            • 52708

            #125
            Re: Getting to know you.....

            Originally posted by Scottdau
            We got tired of it too.
            I can't shave with my eyes closed, meaning each day I have to look at myself in the mirror and respect who I see.

            I miss the old days of Operation Sports :(


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            • The GIGGAS
              Timbers - Jags - Hokies
              • Mar 2003
              • 28474

              #126
              Re: Getting to know you.....

              Originally posted by Scottdau
              We got tired of it too.
              I don't even know who that guy is, other than the fact that he's green.
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              • Scottdau
                Banned
                • Feb 2003
                • 32580

                #127
                Re: Getting to know you.....

                Originally posted by The GIGGAS
                I don't even know who that guy is, other than the fact that he's green.
                PJ

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                • ChubbyBanana
                  Don't Trust Influencers
                  • Oct 2003
                  • 7071

                  #128
                  Re: Getting to know you.....

                  Originally posted by The GIGGAS
                  I don't even know who that guy is, other than the fact that he's green.
                  I'm green, do you know who I am Giggas?


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                  • The GIGGAS
                    Timbers - Jags - Hokies
                    • Mar 2003
                    • 28474

                    #129
                    Re: Getting to know you.....

                    Originally posted by Scottdau
                    PJ
                    pj300? Full user name?

                    Originally posted by ChubbyBanana
                    I'm green, do you know who I am Giggas?


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                    • RAZRr1275
                      All Star
                      • Sep 2007
                      • 9918

                      #130
                      Re: Getting to know you.....

                      Originally posted by The GIGGAS
                      pj300? Full user name?



                      Ha.
                      I think it was pjv31. Why I remember I don't know.
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                      • ChubbyBanana
                        Don't Trust Influencers
                        • Oct 2003
                        • 7071

                        #131
                        Re: Getting to know you.....

                        Originally posted by RAZRr1275
                        I think it was pjv31. Why I remember I don't know.
                        If I was a betting man I think that's what it was also.
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                        • The GIGGAS
                          Timbers - Jags - Hokies
                          • Mar 2003
                          • 28474

                          #132
                          Re: Getting to know you.....

                          Ah, OK.

                          If only people would have some kind of indication of who they were before.
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                          • PVarck31
                            Moderator
                            • Jan 2003
                            • 16869

                            #133
                            Re: Getting to know you.....

                            Originally posted by The GIGGAS
                            Ah, OK.

                            If only people would have some kind of indication of who they were before.
                            Check my sig..

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                            • The GIGGAS
                              Timbers - Jags - Hokies
                              • Mar 2003
                              • 28474

                              #134
                              Re: Getting to know you.....

                              Originally posted by AK330
                              Check my sig..
                              You just did that recently, ya bastid!
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