Re: OS Off Topic
Again, try being positive all the time when you're in the situation I'm in. 95% of the time I don't know I'm "complaining" and feel like I described an event or posted about something without giving off any feeling towards it. When you're surrounded by negative energy all the time, it doesn't help. When you get *****ed at all day by your "mother" about the dumbest things (for example, I got yelled at when I told my "mom" that my friend wanted me to visit him at WVU) and you live in a house where there's constantly arguments taking place, it's hard. It's hard to be optimistic all the time when you never get support from your "parents" when you do anything. When I said I was going to BG, I didn't get any encouragement, I got a "you're probably going to fail out" and a "you can't handle the work". When I played sports and was discouraged for whatever reason, I was told to quit. I was raised to think that quitting was acceptable, and it's a hard habit to crack.
When it's gotten to the point where you don't talk to your father and you're cutting off your mother completely once you move out, kinda takes a toll on you, and I apologize if my posts sometimes reflect how I'm feeling, but I still don't think that's a good enough reason to clown me to no end.
Again, try being positive all the time when you're in the situation I'm in. 95% of the time I don't know I'm "complaining" and feel like I described an event or posted about something without giving off any feeling towards it. When you're surrounded by negative energy all the time, it doesn't help. When you get *****ed at all day by your "mother" about the dumbest things (for example, I got yelled at when I told my "mom" that my friend wanted me to visit him at WVU) and you live in a house where there's constantly arguments taking place, it's hard. It's hard to be optimistic all the time when you never get support from your "parents" when you do anything. When I said I was going to BG, I didn't get any encouragement, I got a "you're probably going to fail out" and a "you can't handle the work". When I played sports and was discouraged for whatever reason, I was told to quit. I was raised to think that quitting was acceptable, and it's a hard habit to crack.
When it's gotten to the point where you don't talk to your father and you're cutting off your mother completely once you move out, kinda takes a toll on you, and I apologize if my posts sometimes reflect how I'm feeling, but I still don't think that's a good enough reason to clown me to no end.
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