This have went such in the Sumner time, we have a son together and he will be 3 in 2 weeks, its really hard on me right night. I have stayed in this relationship after just feeling used and not appreciated at all, my family has been telling me for years to get rid if her and that I deserve better and more, she had a history when I met her and should have taken better notice when I got involved. We did love each other at one point, she told me last month she was leaving me and at point I filled for custody for my son.
She works at Fridays for only a year now as a prep cook and works from 5pm to 2am every night, and when she is working I'm watching my son, she just tells me this week she is out in 2 weeks, no heads up of much time at all. I'm really upset and stressed right now. I need to move now because I just can't stomach to stay in this apartment we shared for the last 5 years.
I left some other things out, but I have done so much for this woman for her to do this to me. It has stressed me out so much since she told me last week, haven't been able to eat sleep. I'm tourting myself over this while she is not even being effected by it. I don't understand. I guess this was coming sooner or later since our relationship has been rocky for a long time. I didnt want my son to go through this crap as my daughter did 6 Yeats prior. Its like the same nightmare all over again...
I want to stop stressing especially since how she has treated me over the years, it should be easy to me to say f it, but I have a heart where she doesn't...
Guys just keep me in ur prayers and this is such a hard time for me right now...I have to start over a 33 and its going to be hard on me, it a start for the better I guess because of the crap I had to deal with..
She leaving in 2 weeks, so court is Tuesday, she is in the system for abandoning her other 2 sons 3 years ago, as I took care of them also. She has a lot if issues, everyone says its for the better for me..my dad hates her and tells me that I'm better off.
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