Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

[Bmore Irish]

Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

I hope you can take control, good luck. This is why I have never touched alcohol in my life. When I was about 7 years old i was at my Aunt and Uncles house. Uncle had been out drinking, came home, and wanted to go back out but my aunt hid his keys telling him he was too drunk to drive. He went crazy and started throwing things around the house. My aunt locked me in the bathroom until the cops came. It was crazy. I think that made me never want to touch it. Plus it just keeps getting reinforced when I am out and see people cheating on their significant other, and using alcohol as some kind of excuse, so lame. I have never felt like I have been missing out on anything. When I am with drunk people I feel like I am babysitting....

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Sadly, I've been that type of drunk before, as far as what you said with your uncle. I guess I can just be an angry person, and alcohol certainly doesn't help that, especially liquor. It just seems so hit and miss though, but I guess it has more to do with my mood going into it. I'm a very faithful person though, if I'm giving myself a little bit of credit. Loyalty and faithfulness are so important to me. But I've definitely made some poor choices when drinking. I have very few regrets in life, but the few I do have happened when I've been drunk.

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[AUChase]

Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

I've done enough over the years to learn that I don't have an addictive personality at all and drinking is no different.

The worst I have ever been was in HS, especially as a senior. I'm willing to admit there were several days where I walked in the front door drunk or something else that we can't discuss here.

I have asked to be excused from class to go take shots of liquor at my car or there was an instance where I was drinking aristocrat vodka in a sprite bottle in class and I asked to be excused to refill that.

I may have been on the verge of being an alcoholic, even in High School. How I never got alcohol poision, I'll never know.

I remember sitting in my first block class (accounting) and it was with the keyboard/computer teacher. I asked her if I could be excused that I felt sick and I had to go throw up in the bathroom. She suspected what was wrong with me, but she never even reported it to anyone.

I've been lucky and done some foolish things over the years. Some of it I regret and some of it I don't. I'm not big on country music, but I did hear a song at a friend's house a few days ago where a guy is talking about writing a letter to his seventeen year old self. It made me really think about what I could say to myself just from the age of 23 back to seventeen.

There are some really compelling posts here in this thread and It amazes me what some of you are strong enough to admit. Most of mine is just foolish behavior as a kid involving alcohol or something else. In comparison to some things in here, it's really easy to talk about.

You live and you learn. Truthfully, I wouldn't change most of my past or tell myself not to do most things. I think it's helped make me who I am today and I'm really happy with myself and my priorities and values.

I don't believe everything happens for a reason, but I do believe that every thing we do effects what happens for us next. If I never was ambitious about joining the Navy, I wouldn't have met the girl I'm seeing now.. I never would have known who she was or anything about her life.

Anyways, I'll get off this spiritual **** and let you guys get back to admitting to your antics and such.

[Husker_OS]

Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

I guess I'll add some more.

I've been "reprimanded" by an MLB club. I won't say which, and if you know what I used to do in Tennessee let me tell you no, it's not the Cubs. I ran a Twitter account that was directly affiliated with a minor league team. Tweeted an injury that occurred live to a top prospect(they're in the majors now). Within 2 hours of the tweet I had a meeting with higher ups. They informed if another injury tweet was sent out then the account would be terminated. The kicker is my bosses at the minor league team didn't find out until I told them what happened. Apparently they found me by stalking my Facebook. I immediately deleted my Facebook account and it's still inactive 3 years later.

[Phobia]

Dark high school secret hummmm I'll start with a jokster one.

I broke into the janitorial closest, stole all the wooden mops and brooms, then went to shop class. I then cut them all up in small one foot sections and painted them.

We ran out of spirit sticks for the upcoming pep rally and I just thought on my feet. Some major back lash went around school but they never found out it was me.

- I secretly had "relations" with a girl on the school bus for our senior trip. We snuck off from the teachers and went back to the bus. That long back seat came in handy

- I almost failed my senior year due to missing to much school. Principle pulled me in couple weeks before grad and said she was sorry but if I miss one more day she couldn't let me graduate. Couple days after I woke up late for school by couple hours. Snuck on campus then sneaked my way to a favorite teach of mine who covered for me and said I been there all day. Thus I graduated lol


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[VDusen04]

Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

I guess I'll add some more.

I've been "reprimanded" by an MLB club. I won't say which, and if you know what I used to do in Tennessee let me tell you no, it's not the Cubs. I ran a Twitter account that was directly affiliated with a minor league team. Tweeted an injury that occurred live to a top prospect(they're in the majors now). Within 2 hours of the tweet I had a meeting with higher ups. They informed if another injury tweet was sent out then the account would be terminated. The kicker is my bosses at the minor league team didn't find out until I told them what happened. Apparently they found me by stalking my Facebook. I immediately deleted my Facebook account and it's still inactive 3 years later.

Why can injuries not be Tweeted? I'm supposing they're to be left as an official team release?

[TheMatrix31]

Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

I guess I'll add some more.

I've been "reprimanded" by an MLB club. I won't say which, and if you know what I used to do in Tennessee let me tell you no, it's not the Cubs. I ran a Twitter account that was directly affiliated with a minor league team. Tweeted an injury that occurred live to a top prospect(they're in the majors now). Within 2 hours of the tweet I had a meeting with higher ups. They informed if another injury tweet was sent out then the account would be terminated. The kicker is my bosses at the minor league team didn't find out until I told them what happened. Apparently they found me by stalking my Facebook. I immediately deleted my Facebook account and it's still inactive 3 years later.

How dumb. If you're operating the Twitter account affiliated with a minor league team and you're live-tweeting the game and an injury happens, uh...aren't you supposed to ****ing tweet it?

I hate people.

[Champion8877]

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-I have minor Tourette Syndrome. It isn't anything serious, not like the stereotypical Tourettes where I go crazy and start yelling cuss words. I just have a vocal tic where I need to make a small, very quiet noise in the back of my throat every once in a while. It's kind of a little grunting noise. Also since it's just a minor version of Tourettes, I can hold it in and not do it if I need to, but then it bugs the hell out of me if I don't do it. The best way I can describe it is it's like having an itch, sure when you have an itch on your arm or something you can go without scratching it, but it's going to bug the heck out of you until you do. I hunt a lot and that's when it really sucks because I have to hold it in the whole time which is horrible. When I'm in public and I really need to let it out I usually cover it up by clearing my throat at the same time I make the noise. A few of my friends have asked me why I clear my throat so much and I just say that I have allergies and I get a lot of mucus buildup in my throat. To this day my doctor and parents are the only people that know I have this.

-I think the only movie I ever cried over was Toy Story 3 when Andy gives his toys to that little *****. A few others have made me sad but that's the only one that actually made me shed a tear. I also cried in the last episode of Prison Break when

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Michael Scofield dies

-We have a light pole in the middle of our school's parking lot. My Sophmore year about two weeks after I got my license, I was leaving school early(I used to ditch a lot) and I was parked right beside that pole. I cut my wheel hard not thinking and stepped on the gas pretty hard. I hit the pole pretty hard with the back right door of my car and dented it pretty good. Since nobody from school saw me as they were all still in class, I told all my friends and parents that it was like that when I got to it and somebody must have hit my car in the parking lot.

-Don't read this if you're a cat lover, it may offend you.

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-I've killed two cats in my life. I am a trapper, I trap raccoon, mink, muskrats, fox, and coyotes. One time I kept catching this same damn cat in a box trap, I caught him 3 days in a row and I would let him loose every time. The fourth time I caught him I was already in a bad mood, then catching the ugly little thing put me over the edge. So I opened to door of the trap and unloaded on him with my semi-auto .22 pistol while he was trying to run away. The other time I caught a mean old tom cat in a leg hold trap. He was not tame at all, definitely wild, and every time I tried to reach down and let his foot out of the trap he tried biting me and got real mad. So I said screw it, I wasn't about to get bit and get some disease from it, so I shot it. Neither of these bother me since I hate cats, but I'm sure to some people this is as bad as killing a human.

I have a few secrets I'd love to share that involve sex, but I think they may break the TOS if I tell.

[Reyes19]

To quote Dayman
This is what PM's are for

[Bighoff]

Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

Coming home from my psychiatrist this one hit me. Due to severe PTSD along with depression and anxiety I take 4 different prescriptions to get through the day and attempt to sleep at night. Along with the pills I see a psychologist twice a week.

[jyoung]

Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

*Walks in on thread*

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[Chef Matt]

Coming home from my psychiatrist this one hit me. Due to severe PTSD along with depression and anxiety I take 4 different prescriptions to get through the day and attempt to sleep at night. Along with the pills I see a psychologist twice a week.

I feel for ya Rick. Im thankful I only need to take one a day to get me through.

Well, two if you include the allergy pill I take to get me to sleep. But that's not an every day thing.

[Scott]

Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

I suffer from epilepsy but take medication to keep my seizures under control.
I've never met my real father.

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When I was in seventh grade, I would rip *** in class... Silently... And then proceed to blame it on the cutest girl in class because she wouldn't hang out with my buddy and I. I would wait for the first stench of stank and look at her, telling her that she reeked - loud enough to where others heard and would laugh at her. Not cool, but she recovered from the temporary '****ty' reputation from that.

I hated beer up until age 19 or around there... At high school parties, I would grab a beer and take it into the bathroom and pour it out. I would fill the can with water. During a drinking game one night, a buddy took a drink of my beer and just smiled. Pretty cool of him not to call me out.

There's more, way more, but I'll save them for another time.

[nc0ffey]

I tear up anytime I see something where animals show emotion. Like that video of the 2guys that had a pet lion then release him into the wild, then years later came back and he ran up and hugged them. There are a lot of videos of monkeys showing human like emotion too...I don't know why, but its automatic.