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  • PVarck31
    Moderator
    • Jan 2003
    • 16869

    #361
    Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

    Originally posted by ACMilan99
    Sorry if this bump isn't allowed or anything.

    Lately, I've considered the idea of taking my life. If it wasn't for one of my friends... *shudder*
    I've gone to that dark place a few times recently as well. I just think about my family and what it would do to them. Its hard.

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    • BDKiiing
      Best in the World
      • Jun 2008
      • 9334

      #362
      Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

      Originally posted by ACMilan99
      Sorry if this bump isn't allowed or anything.

      Lately, I've considered the idea of taking my life. If it wasn't for one of my friends... *shudder*
      It's a permanent solution for a temporary problem, please man. I can sympathize. It's never worth it.

      Originally posted by PVarck31
      I've gone to that dark place a few times recently as well. I just think about my family and what it would do to them. Its hard.
      I've been there as well. Gotten a pull away from it being over and me not being here, but something just clicked and said it's not worth it to end it, and it completely turned my life around.
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      • 12
        Banned
        • Feb 2010
        • 4458

        #363
        Originally posted by ACMilan99
        Sorry if this bump isn't allowed or anything.

        Lately, I've considered the idea of taking my life. If it wasn't for one of my friends... *shudder*
        If you need someone to talk to, hit me with a PM. Seriously.

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        • ScoobySnax
          #faceuary2014
          • Mar 2009
          • 7624

          #364
          Bdolski summed it up best. You only get one life man. I don't know the details of your situation or how you feel, but taking your life only creates heartache for those you left behind. You can overcome this!
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          • AC
            Win the East
            • Sep 2010
            • 14951

            #365
            Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

            Holy crap, thanks for all the support, guys. I love OS.

            You guys rock.
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            • 12
              Banned
              • Feb 2010
              • 4458

              #366
              Originally posted by ACMilan99
              Holy crap, thanks for all the support, guys. I love OS.

              You guys rock.
              We're always here for you.

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              • 18 eighty 5
                Yellow n Black
                • Sep 2008
                • 926

                #367
                You know what guys, I am really grateful for this thread. Reading the honest thoughts, memories and current struggles on here is helpful for me. Seeing the considerate, heartfelt responses to others' posts is a source of hope.

                We men can be such solitary creatures with the things we carry close to heart. Finding safe places to lighten the load and reveal stuff helps the mending process.

                I am thankful for the grace and comfort found within the virtual company of the OS community.
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                • 12
                  Banned
                  • Feb 2010
                  • 4458

                  #368
                  Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

                  Originally posted by 18 eighty 5
                  You know what guys, I am really grateful for this thread. Reading the honest thoughts, memories and current struggles on here is helpful for me. Seeing the considerate, heartfelt responses to others' posts is a source of hope.

                  We men can be such solitary creatures with the things we carry close to heart. Finding safe places to lighten the load and reveal stuff helps the mending process.

                  I am thankful for the grace and comfort found within the virtual company of the OS community.
                  It's true. I have a boss at work and he is on my friends list on Facebook, which is probably the first mistake - but man, he tore me to shreds one night because I put a lot of stuff on Facebook. Which, I do. I put pictures of my kid's up, I sometimes wear my heart on my sleeve in status updates, get long winded in sports debate, etc...

                  I told him that is how I am - if you don't like it, delete me. Problem solved for you.

                  When my dad died, I blew my Facebook up with pictures and memories of him. I think 99 percent of the people appreciated it, but some might have thought it was a bit much. I don't care, as I am someone who shares his heart a lot.

                  It helps me... And maybe helps others do the same when the need arises for them to do so.

                  But yeah, the stuff people in general can keep bottled up amazes me sometimes.

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                  • TripleCrown9
                    Keep the Faith
                    • May 2010
                    • 23663

                    #369
                    Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

                    Originally posted by 12
                    We're always here for you.
                    ALWAYS
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                    In all seriousness, I'm extremely thankful for this website as well.
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                    • Cusefan
                      Earlwolfx on XBL
                      • Oct 2003
                      • 9820

                      #370
                      To lighten things up a bit...

                      Was having Making love with the gf the other night after eating Chinese food( don't do this btw), I knew it was a bad idea after about a minute of making out as my stomach was growling like never before. So the stomach pains comes, again I try to ignore it. Finally in middle of it, it happened, I farted the loudest most disgusting fart I have had in a long time, I darted for the bathroom where I proceeded to crap my brains out.

                      There is no appropriate word to explain the embarrassment I felt. She has not left but she did admit she did cry she was laughing so hard. Lessons were learned that night.
                      Last edited by Cusefan; 04-13-2013, 10:03 PM.
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                      • jeremym480
                        Speak it into existence
                        • Oct 2008
                        • 18197

                        #371
                        Originally posted by Cusefan
                        To lighten things up a bit...

                        Was having sex with the gf the other night after eating Chinese food( don't do this btw), I knew it was a bad idea after about a minute of making out as my stomach was growling like never before. So the stomach pains comes, again I try to ignore it. Finally in mid hump it happened, I farted the loudest most disgusting fart I have had in a long time, I darted for the bathroom where I proceeded to crap my brains out.

                        There is no appropriate word to explain the embarrassment I felt. She has not left but she did admit she did cry she was laughing so hard. Lessons were learned that night.
                        Look on the bright side, things could have ended up worse.... much, much worse.

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                        • kehlis
                          Moderator
                          • Jul 2008
                          • 27738

                          #372
                          Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

                          Originally posted by Cusefan
                          Was having sex with the gf the other night.
                          Saying things like this will get this thread closed fast.

                          As we've mentioned now several times. Please keep this clean...

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                          • cam21224
                            MVP
                            • Jun 2008
                            • 2033

                            #373
                            Originally posted by ACMilan99
                            Sorry if this bump isn't allowed or anything.

                            Lately, I've considered the idea of taking my life. If it wasn't for one of my friends... *shudder*
                            I've been there before plenty of times because of depression, even cut my self numerous times. Believe me when I say things will get better.

                            Continue to let it all out to your friend, you'll feel so relieved.

                            Take it easy.
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                            • PVarck31
                              Moderator
                              • Jan 2003
                              • 16869

                              #374
                              Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

                              I'm getting burned out on OS. There is no specific reason, its just forum stuff in general.

                              I guess that's not really a deep, dark secret, but oh well.
                              Last edited by PVarck31; 04-13-2013, 09:11 PM.

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                              • baumy300
                                Most Valuable Pepe
                                • May 2005
                                • 3998

                                #375
                                Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

                                Originally posted by kehlis
                                Saying things like this will get this thread closed fast.

                                As we've mentioned now several times. Please keep this clean...

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