Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

[AC]

Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

^Lol, best post in the thread so far

[VTPack919]

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That was long overdue, what a jack***.

[Mo]

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move on, guys

[TheShizNo1]

I remember when I first saw the title of this thread. I smiled and thought this will be good. Then I thought of the sincerity in which people might post. After that I just thought it was best I never read it. Then I read of that dumb ***'s comments and decided to check it out. I can call him that now, right? Since he's not a member?

I read through and found nothing funny. I read through and thought, if some of these are truly some of your darkest secrets, I'd like to live your life. Others, I tip my hat to.

But reading through it, I thought it kind of..... not sure of the word..... to read all of these and not share anything myself. I am completely uncomfortable doing this and this is absolutely out of character for me lol. I figured I'd share something on a topic I saw mentioned several times.

2008, I was attending Kent State University. I followed an ex there because it was her dream school and didn't want to be the reason she didn't attend. Through a series of conversations with my mom, I found out we were gonna be evicted (again). I planned on moving with my dad (again). My girlfriend pleaded for me to stay with her family. Her mom and I didn't really get along. Some reason, her mom told me to come with them later on. My mom had moved about 30 minutes away and I told her to leave my younger brother with a friend who's mom vowed to provide for him. I told her that so I could look after him. My girlfriend and I ended up breaking up with herme living with her family.

I had no money to move out since a lot of my money went to her. (I've since learned how to not let females or anyone have that power over me). I lived there with her having guys pick her up and drop her off. I also lost the relationship with my mom who was pretty much like a best friend. I wasn't in school. Flunked out of KSU. Just stopped going to class up there that past year. Was over school. I don't keep close ties with people. Even family. So I was pretty much alone and felt that way.

One night after work, I pulled into a parking lot and was ready to leave this **** behind. Then my brother popped into my head. I shook it off and prepared myself again. I thought about a funny moment between my brother and I that consisted of me having him do a dumb dance on stage at his elementary graduation. I again shook it off. Then my ex calls. Asking if everything was ok. Weird. We didn't get along, so that call made no sense. I ended up heading "home" after the call. The next couple days, everytime I was out driving, I saw my brother walking around. I looked up to the sky and said, "I got it".

I'm leaving a lot of years and details out, but since, most know I've graduated college. My brother is now a freshman WR at Indiana State University. You may be done with life, life may not be done with you.

If you guys tell anyone about this, I'll come find you!

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[AC]

Re: Deepest, darkest secrets you're willing to share about yourself

I looked up to the sky and said, "I got it".

That's.. I don't really have an adequate word, but wow. Funny how the universe works.

[Moses Shuttlesworth]

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Guys, I think you all need to take a step back for a second.

Fly3's post was not intended as how you all took it. He was saying the post was really entertaining (which it definitely had some comedic value) and because he laughed, he said "lol" and the "best post so far" signified his interest in the post. It was a really great post! I thought it did a great job of accurately describing all the events listed.

There was nothing wrong with that post... he was not laughing at anyone.

I can see how it is easily misconstrued, though.

[NDAlum]

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There will be no discussion from the Fly3 post as previously stated. Mo said above to move on and let this post be the final reminder/warning that we are moving on from that.

[Husker_OS]

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2008, I was attending Kent State University. I followed an ex there because it was her dream school and didn't want to be the reason she didn't attend. Through a series of conversations with my mom, I found out we were gonna be evicted (again). I planned on moving with my dad (again). My girlfriend pleaded for me to stay with her family. Her mom and I didn't really get along. Some reason, her mom told me to come with them later on. My mom had moved about 30 minutes away and I told her to leave my younger brother with a friend who's mom vowed to provide for him. I told her that so I could look after him. My girlfriend and I ended up breaking up with herme living with her family.

I had no money to move out since a lot of my money went to her. (I've since learned how to not let females or anyone have that power over me).

I can relate on this part. I've followed not one but two exes. The first one was while I was living in Tennessee. She lived in Tuscaloosa(still at UA at the time where I met her). We were "in love" while I was living in Tennessee when a job opportunity in Tuscaloosa came up. I wanted to move back there to be with her so I took the job. **** hit the fan and I regretted the move for about a month. I was depressed over the ending of the relationship and felt like I ruined my life by moving back. I hated being back in Tuscaloosa now that I was 2 years removed from graduating.

Then I met the most recent ex and she lived in Birmingham. A year into the relationship(August of 2012) I moved to Birmingham and changed career paths. Then last month she ended the engagement. Now I feel completely trapped in this city because I signed a lease in June that won't end until July 2014. The plan was to move in with me after the wedding next May and then once my lease ended we've move wherever for her residency.

The whole situation has wrecked me and I keep up this front around basically all of my friends so none of them have any clue how bad it is. It's ****ing exhausting. The only clue would be the weight loss. At this point it's been 5 weeks since she gave back the ring. Since then I've struggled to sleep and struggled to have any kind of appetite so I'm down probably around 25 lbs. at this point.

[dickey1331]

I know what it's like about the weight loss. When I got divorced I lost 15 lbs in 1 week. I was down to 135 and I'm 6'1. I didn't eat for a week. It was a terrible week.

[TheShizNo1]

I can relate on this part. I've followed not one but two exes. The first one was while I was living in Tennessee. She lived in Tuscaloosa(still at UA at the time where I met her). We were "in love" while I was living in Tennessee when a job opportunity in Tuscaloosa came up. I wanted to move back there to be with her so I took the job. **** hit the fan and I regretted the move for about a month. I was depressed over the ending of the relationship and felt like I ruined my life by moving back. I hated being back in Tuscaloosa now that I was 2 years removed from graduating.

Then I met the most recent ex and she lived in Birmingham. A year into the relationship(August of 2012) I moved to Birmingham and changed career paths. Then last month she ended the engagement. Now I feel completely trapped in this city because I signed a lease in June that won't end until July 2014. The plan was to move in with me after the wedding next May and then once my lease ended we've move wherever for her residency.

The whole situation has wrecked me and I keep up this front around basically all of my friends so none of them have any clue how bad it is. It's ****ing exhausting. The only clue would be the weight loss. At this point it's been 5 weeks since she gave back the ring. Since then I've struggled to sleep and struggled to have any kind of appetite so I'm down probably around 25 lbs. at this point.

You're better than me. I actually had no intentions on going and she said she'd stay here. I didn't want it being thrown on me that she didn't go to her dream school because of me so just said **** it. After her, I just told myself a female will not play a part in life decisions like that until the words "I do" are said.

My current girlfriend pays for that a little bit now, but once I explained it to her she understands that it isn't personal.

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[NDAlum]

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Just want to share that I also couldn't eat when I was broken up with in college. It was the last time I'll probably ever be under 200 lbs

[Beantown]

My appetite has definitely decreased in the almost two months since the breakup.

Jesus, we are all a bunch of women's private parts.

[TripleCrown9]

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I don't know, I stayed pretty robust after my breakup.

[Husker_OS]

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It's not that I don't still love food but if I get the craving to eat something it goes away pretty quickly because the overwhelming depressed feeling takes over. I haven't had a day with more than 1,500 calories since the break-up. Most days are right around 1,000.

[AC]

I found myself binge eating tbh.